The Declaration.

I Tight Like Spandex, am in need of some changes. Like NOW. So I make the following declarations and changes to my life.

1. I promise that I will no longer put anyone before my obligation to better myself. Because I not only benefit as a woman, but also as a contributing member of society.
2. I promise to focus only on the things I can control and change because my time is precious.
3. I declare to always have an open heart and give everybody an equal opportunity.
4. I promise to be honest about how I am feeling no matter what.
5. I will be honest with myself.
6. I will not allow my world to be ruled by negativity no matter how big or how small.
7. I will set and achieve all my goals.
8. I will not let my progress go stagnant.
9. I promise to continually work on me and healthy relationships around me.
10. I promise to always love me first.
11. I promise to ALWAYS keep my promises.

Thats it, there is no more. I vow these words forever more!

blah.

Being sick blows.
Especially when ur head is about to explode.
I feel like dying.
Blaaaaah!

That is all.

That Feeling.

U know that feeling u get when ur on a rollercoaster and ur almost at the top and then suddenly u fall 100s of feet downward and just when ur sure ur going to throw up there's a sudden turn and ur up 100s of feet again and this process continues until well until the ride is over. That's how Im feeling...and even more frightening than dropping 100s of feet downward...I can't remember the last time I felt like this. [Im SO in liking.] Its amazing what God will give u just when u have most certainly decided u were done with whatever. In my case I had most certainly given up on relationships. Seemed pointless to even try all anybody ever wants is pussy money and weed lol j/k, but seriously they don't want what u have on inside because they're blinded by what's outside and inside ur pockets.

With that said...there is this person who without even trying made me feel the rollercoaster ride. Im riding and don't even know what to do with myself. Should I call should I not call?? Do u want to see me cuz I wanna see u...kinda stuff. Smh I actually care if Im doin too much, Im conscious of what I am doing, saying...feeling. But the funny part is...I like it. I like it almost as much as I like u.

The only thing is when ur ridng with caution to the wind...sometimes u get smacked in the face.

Nevertheless, Im loving being this high. :-)

untitled.

Progress is ur way of showing God He didn't waste His time when he made u.

And letting Obama know he wasn't just speaking about himself.

L O V E

L O V E

Has brought me to my

K N E E S

Im starting to believe Im not

W O R T H Y

Cuz all it ever does is hurt

M E

But all these thoughts keep

S W A R M I N G

Bout how I can give us another chance

Because even tho I can't stand u...

its a never ending romance.

Love builds us up to break us down

Love is the sweetest sound

She said it could be a battleground

So i think Im ready for one last round.


Writers note: this poem has NOTHING to do with Valentines day. Thank u!