sigh.

Fuck the high.

The high is nothing but an elusive idea. An abstract thought that got fueld by my silly desires to be loved...because I believed I deserved it. Turns out I signed up for a bunch of disappointment. No matter my title or what I call myself...there's forever going to be emotions...forever Im going to be a chapter already written in the book of your life.

Forgive my foolish heart and belief that love is forever. My mistake. It will never, ever, happen again.

We can still be friends though...

[peace]